Sunday, January 1, 2012

Welcome 2012

So, with the new year finally here I am hoping for a better year. Will it happen? Who really knows. So far it has been ok with a few minor bumps in the road nothing major that can't be handled. Both me and my daughter are sick the baby is teething so its been fun. Going tomorrow to get the kids all dressed up and have some pics done i cannot wait. I think it will be fun, so long as both kids are in a decent mood that is. Either way they will turn out great. I am not going to make a long post just had some thoughts to get out.

I am hoping that things go a lot better with everything this year. Hopefully less stress and things get healthier. Got my feelings hurt yesterday when my husband made a comment about my weight. I already know that weight needs to be lost but at the same time i am wearing a bit thin and sadly I am also an emotional eater so it doesn't work out too well. But for the most part i am doing well on watching what i eat and trying not to let the stress get the better of me and trying to change the way i handle things. I have noticed the way my daughter acts with some things and I am determined to get her straightened out and not let that change. She is a good kid but just getting stubborn.

Me and my husband have had our ups and our downs. Wish that things haven't been the way they have but hey thats life. We just have to roll with what we are given in life and make the best of it right. I love him very much but it will be nice when he gets to know me better and maybe takes the time to listen to me but who knows if that will ever happen. Can't put all the blame on him I have trouble sometimes expressing myself so I take my part in that. But nonetheless after 4 years together we should be at a better place in our relationship at least i think. We have to work out some trust issues that I am still dealing with and not going into details there either.

Well that is my thoughts for this new year strengthen my marriage and family as much as possible!